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(no subject) [Oct. 15th, 2003|10:30 am]
Alexandra MacVei
[mood |irateirate]
[music |Lay It On The Line By: Triumph]

Sprawling on the fringes of the city
In geometric order
An insulated border
In between the bright lights
And the far unlit unknown

Growing up it all seems so one-sided
Opinions all provided
The future pre-decided
Detached and subdivided
In the mass production zone
Nowhere is the dreamer or the misfit so alone


(Subdivisions)
In the high school halls
In the shopping malls
Conform or be cast out
(Subdivisions)
In the basement bars
In the backs of cars
Be cool or be cast out
Any escape might help to smooth the unattractive truth
But the suburbs have no charms to soothe the restless dreams of youth

Drawn like moths we drift into the city
The timeless old attraction
Cruising for the action
Lit up like a firefly
Just to feel the living night

Some will sell their dreams for small desires
Or lose the race to rats
Get caught in ticking traps
And start to dream of somewhere
To relax their restless flight
Somewhere out of a memory of lighted streets on quiet nights...

(Subdivisions)
In the high school halls
In the shopping malls
Conform or be cast out
(Subdivisions)
In the basement bars
In the backs of cars
Be cool or be cast out
Any escape might help to smooth the unattractive truth
But the suburbs have no charms to soothe the restless dreams of youth

These lyrics are making a sick amount of sense to me, Gods damn it!! A few days ago I went to the Bayville mall to pick up some sodding needles and thread
that is all!! And what do you think happens? Anti mutant terrorists with weird bits of technology were holding the place hostage. They had some weird devices that they were scanning folk with...I think they could detect mutants with them...the people who turned up positive were getting shoved into bags.. I used my abilities to shield my presence from their gaze. They had these guns that shot green globs of something nasty. Well folks decided to show up and play hero. I that one icy bastard...Mirikon..he that took Erik to this Institute there using his powers. There was also some costumed smart ass who was battling the terrorists...some gun nut who was firing on the terrorists who was talking to this lass who turned into a cheetah and booked. Well due to all of this stupidity the Bayville Mall crumbled to so much rubble. I did not 'feel' anyone die (Not a pleasant experience folks!!), so I can assume that everyone got out. I then saw Erik ride to Mirikon's rescue....he was shot as I later found out.

I get home and Jono and I get into this huge fight that is still simmering between us...the dream is best not thought of...it was intense and rather violent. I woke up....eventually Jono and I reached an accord. Things were going okay and then the FBI-SWAT teams show up a few days later at the BH house. Also the so-called leader...this Magnus shows up. Now Jono seems to respect this gent....Gods know why...Well this Magnus uses powers right in front of the effing agents and they draw guns...this forces all of us to go on the defensive....then the SWAT teams gets involved and there was one damn all mess. So right now I am sitting in some anonymous hotel room writing this down (in Scot's Gaelic)and feeling rather brassed.....this is not going to be pretty....
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(no subject) [Oct. 14th, 2003|12:45 pm]
Alexandra MacVei
[mood |bouncybouncy]
[music |Free Will By: Rush]

OOCly
vamp
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."


Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


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ICly
uni
You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."


Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.


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OOC: *Smirks* [Oct. 14th, 2003|12:29 pm]
Alexandra MacVei
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |Every Day Is Halloween By: Ministry]

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So Cinderella returns from the ball.... [Oct. 9th, 2003|01:40 am]
Alexandra MacVei
[mood |hyperhyper]
[music |This Corrosion By: Sisters Of Mercy]

It has been a bit, but this weekend saw me busy. My date with Erik went beautifully!! He met da' and da behaved himself...dinner was wonderful restaraunt....mum and da would have approved....afterwards.....well he took me to this spot on the beach where he had set up a picnic of desserts and well....we kissed....my powers kicked in and welll....it got a good deal more intense then it should have gotten. Well her took me home...I think I invaded his dream.....oh bloody hell....it was intense enough to wake me...it was a long time before I could go back to sleep. Luckily there were no more dreams....
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*Slurps...* Yummy! [Oct. 7th, 2003|01:29 am]
Alexandra MacVei
[mood |predatorypredatory]
[music |Have A Drink On Me By: AC/DC]

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*Breaking out the PVC and glitter...* [Oct. 1st, 2003|12:33 pm]
Alexandra MacVei
[mood |bouncybouncy]
[music |Gothic Party Time By: Action Pact]

the PERKYGOTH manifesto
right! here we go!
it seems, that in these passing times, it has become fashionable, nay, perhaps even (scoff!) *required* of goths very much like ourselves that they reflect upon life itself with the most cynical and morose of countenances.
we, the perkygoths of the world, stand in the face of this, and reclaim our heritage as follows!

1. we realize, and perhaps even declare publically, the simple fact that our attire and decorative tastes are downright *silly*, yet in the face of this impractical and sometimes even inconvenient nature of things, we LAUGH! yes, all those skirts make the boys have to piss like girls, but hey! it contributes toward greater understanding between the sexes!

2. there *is* no "standard" behaviour or code of any sort for a member of the so-called "underground", you silly gits! why, who ever thought of anything so bleeding preposterous?! if i want to skip across the dance floor to see a friend, well damn it all, im *going* to! and about that smile i was wearing last week at the club, yes, it *was* mine! no, my mother did *not* make me wear it!

3. um, just cause i look like a "goth" right this very instant does *not* preclude me *not* looking like a goth sometime tommorrow. after the shock and horror of this realization passes by, you will note that its actually quite fun to inject a little variety into things.

4. on *that* note, neither are we required to listen *solely* to "goth" or "death rock" or "darkwave". we *are*, however, allowed to physically assault the next person who scowls at us for slapping that p-funk, hard techno, or riot grrrl record on the turntable immediately after playing sisters or somesuch.

4.5. and while im thinking about it, were also allowed to clobber anyone at a club who whines about the dj playing too much "goth" and not enough "death rock" or something of that ilk.

5. but, if theres one thing we *mustnt* ever do, under any circumstances, it is lord our knowledge over that of others. if there is a sin, dear perkygoths, it is self-righteousness and pomposity. we simply *mustnt* go out and wave all that nifty info we just read out of good old mr. mercers handy-dandy goth guide as if wed known it all along. cause face it, most of us werent even there when half of that stuff happenned. (there *are* exceptions, of course, but they arent allowed to lord their knowledge either, nor are they supposed to reflect in a nostalgic and whiney manner)

6. oh! right! back to perky! um, stomping in mud puddles in perfectly acceptable. dancing and *realizing* that you look like a complete idiot is heartily encouraged. continuing to dance, no matter how amny other peple are also noting that you look like an idiot, is even more heartily encouraged. remember kids, the looks or the lifestyle? the lifestyle, of course. youre a perkygoth. dont just look like a looney, *act* like one! its much more fufilling than primping in a mirror all night.

7. um, i forgot the rest. probably didnt even think of them to begin with. ive prolly lied about everything so far. uh, am i getting paid to do this? what was i saying?

7.5. just remember, fun is your middle name. or at least its *somewhere* in your vocabulary. whatever youre doing, think to yourself: "am i having FUN?" if no, time to do something else. a short attention span means you dont have *time* to get bored and mope!

let *this* be our rallying cry!

"DO NOT STAND IN OUR WAY! WE WILL WALK AROUND YOU!"

(inspiration credits to: huggy bear, girlfrenzy, the polecats, and that coffee i had last night. its worn off now, and not affecting me, but just thinking about it... whoosh! time for more!)
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(no subject) [Oct. 1st, 2003|11:57 am]
Alexandra MacVei
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |Beautiful Day By: U2]

The heart is a bloom, shoots up through the stony ground
There's no room, no space to rent in this town
You're out of luck and the reason that you had to care,
The traffic is stuck and you're not moving anywhere.
You thought you'd found a friend to take you out of this place
Someone you could lend a hand in return for grace


It's a beautiful day, the sky falls
Abd you feel like it's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away


You're on the road but you've got no destination
You're in the mud, in the maze of her imagination
You love this town even if that doesn't ring true
You've been all over and it's been all over you


It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away


Touch me, take me to that other place
Teach me, I know I'm not a hopeless case


See the world in green and blue
See China right in front of you
See the canyons broken by cloud
See the tuna fleets clearing the sea out
See the Bedouin fires at night
See the oil fields at first light
And see the bird with a leaf in her mouth
After the flood all the colors came out


It was a beautiful day
Beautiful day
Don't let it get away


Touch me, take me to that other place
Reach me, I know I'm not a hopeless case


What you don't have you don't need it now
What you don't know you can feel it somehow
What you don't have you don't need it now
You don't need it now, you don't need it now

Beautiful day


Bloody hell what's with gents??!! Both Jono and Erik acted away out of line!!!! How dare they talk over my head like I was some sort of lost bairn!!!!!!! They were so busy fighting over what was best for me that they forgot I was there......I SODDING HATE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well needless to say both of them got the sharp side of my toungue. Both of them over reacted to the other. I met Erik a few days ago and ran into him at the mall when Jono and I were there. They acted just fine. Jono had to leave early, do Erik and I continued talking and I accepted a date with him. I mean he seems nice enough and all. I wanted to get to know him better. It will be dutch of course, that way I'll not feel obligated. Yes, I am still going on this date even though I am a bit brassed with him now. If he has learnt his lesson, I am willing to sweet the record clean. After getting done with Erik I went to go speak with Jono, that was....complicated. I understand how he felt. I did not take kindly to Erik slamming the house either on the here say of others.....I told Jono that I accepted a date with Erik the other day. He accepted it calmly enough....more talk and then he kissed me.....bloody hell, I should just spare myself and go become a nun.....this is going to get complicated and I've no head for this sort of thing.
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OOC *Look a' th' bones mon! [Sep. 29th, 2003|01:24 pm]
Alexandra MacVei
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |Breed Of Spite By: Aria]

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Yet more psycho drama [Sep. 29th, 2003|12:46 pm]
Alexandra MacVei
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[music |Face To Face By: Souxsie & The Banshee]

Face to face
my lovely foe
Mouth to mouth
raining heaven's blows
Hand on heart
tic tac toe
Under the stars
naked as we flow
Cheek to cheek
the bitter sweet
Commit your crime in your deadly time

Commit your crime in your deadly time
It's too divine
I want to bend
I want this bliss but something says I must resist

Another life
another time
We're Siamese twins writhing intertwined
Face to face
no telling lies
The masks they slide to reveal a new disguise

You never can win
it's the state I'm in
This danger thrills and my conflict kills
They say follow your heart
follow it through
But how can you
when you're split in two?

And you'll never know
You'll never know

One more kiss
before we die
Face to face
and dream of flying
Who are you?
who am I?
Wind in wings
two angels falling
To die like this
with a last kiss
It's falsehood's flame
it's a crying shame
Face to face
the passions breathe
I hate to stay but then I hate to leave

And you'll never know
You'll never know . . .

Well, I finally made amends with the skateboarder who I -ahem- nearly ran into at Blockbuster. I have to admit looking back that my temper was a bit sharper than normal that day. My run in with Jono left me unsettled, I was still upset about being here and my shields were a little frayed...so I overreacted and vented my toungue and my abilities it seems on Evan. Jono has been teaching me to shield and it is getting better. Less is getting through at any rate. Well Jono and I were at the park as part of an exercise and Evan came and well....needless to say Evan showed up and more sharp words were exchanged...I gave him another migraine....Jono was not happy and turned the attack back at me, luckily I was able to shield from it. Evan is actually pretty good on that skateboard...well he and Jono began discussing music and well...I had to put my two cents in and Evan appologised and I realised I had over reacted and appologised in turn. Later Jono took me to the gut bomb which is the Yank equivelant to a chippie. I was feeling homesick so I had fish and chips. Wonder of wonders they actually had malt vinegar and Evan showed up again. We were sitting at the table with this one lad named Matt. He did not say two words to me when Evan showd up again We were discussing music and Jono was explaining the 'house' rules to Matt, when he said not to display our 'gifts' in front of the muggles and Evan was on that like a fish on bait.....turns out he's 'gifted' too....it amuses and disturbs me to think that I have been dropped in the middle of some sort of mutant hellmouth. Och well....at least the chances of blending in are better. Well things got even weirder when some lass who was this seething anf bubbling cauldron of emotion started having a tantrum of sorts and Evan was targeted again.....I keep wondering if that lad just draws it to him. Well due to the strain and all this lass affected me very strongly and I had another nosebleed. Jono put me under his shields and he tried to comfort me....touch....I am still unsure of it and needless to say I pulled away from Jono and went to seek my bed. Jono and I got pulled into another intense dream...at least it was not physically intense as the other one and I think we came to some sort of understanding......I hope.
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Magic Man indeed...... [Sep. 27th, 2003|08:46 am]
Alexandra MacVei
[mood |enthralledenthralled]
[music |Magic Man By: Heart]

Cold late night so long ago
When I was not so strong you know
A pretty man came to me
I never seen eyes so blue

You know, I could not run away it seemed
We'd seen each other in a dream
Seemed like he knew me
He looked right through me
Yeah

'Come on home, girl'
He said with a smile
'You don't have to love me yet
Let's get high awhile
But try to understand
Try to understand
Try, try, try to understand
I'm a magic man'

Winter nights we sang in tune
Played inside the months of moon
Never think of never
Let this spell last forever
Well, summer lover passed to fall
Tried to realize it all
Mama says she's worried
Growing up in a hurry
Yeah

'Come on home, girl'
Mama cried on the phone
'Too soon to lose my baby yet
My girl should be at home'
But try to understand
Try to understand
Try, try, try to understand
He's a magic man, Mama
Ah, he's a magic man

'Come on home, girl'
He said with a smile
'I cast my spell of love on you
A woman from a child'
But try to understand
Try to understand
Oh
Oh
Try
Try to understand
Try, try, try to understand
He's a magic man
Oh
He's got the magic hands

'Come on home, girl'
He said with a smile
'You don't have to love me yet
Let's get high awhile'
But try to understand
Try to understand
Try, try, try to understand
He's a magic man
Yeah
Oh


Oh last night's dream was interesting. But I think dreams are always odd for psis. Sleeping minds produce such wonderfully feverish images. I dreamnt about Jono and if I read things right, he dreamnt about me and we somehow ended up in the same dream......oh my....it was...an interesting dream. I can't bring myself to go into detail here, but I woke flushed and breathless. I agreed to join this Brotherhood he is in. I also finally met a very nice lad who helped me select a movie at the Blockbuster. It turns out he is an actor. He was impressed to learn that Da is in town. I also met this rude little prat who near ran me down with his skateboard. I do hope he enjoyed the migraine I sent his way. Missed my dose of midol indeed!! Well I must away to school. Till later.
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